Failure to Achieve

Alolololo. People of earth.

I'm here to tell you that, i have not been able to learn guitar as i haven't really found any time. I know u'd be thinking, what does a 14 year old KID has to be busy about???

Well actually, ALOT.
First off, i had the Hari Guru to prepare for, then comes Hari Anugerah, then comes Photography competition, then comes Short Film competition, then comes birthdays, then comes guitar, then comes time spent filming, then comes co-co activities, then comes sleep, then comes my teacher losing my folio and i had to edit all my folio that i forgot to save my edits before and i have to print again and bind it which i havent done then comes homework then comes everything.

And i have missed out alot more others.

I'm so stressed out, i haven't got a good pic and tmr's the deadline for my picture submission.
OH YA. FORGOT TO MENTION, Now pula teacher told me 2 days ago that i have to get my public speaking speech done by today cause my friend isn't ready yet so i have to do it in her place. the fuck and i'm not even done yet. I mean , i am, but it's no good, so i'm writing a few more as back ups. I have eye bags , heavy eye bags under my baggy eyes.

then comes him.

God. I dont know what to say or do.

I made a new Youtube channel weeeekksss ago, but,

haven't came to post ANYTHING at all cause i .. and we, have absolutely no time to spare for that. And my 3rd term exam is coming soon...So yeah, after my exam i guess? BUT, THEN COMES FINALS. HAHAHA.

Shiz la.
Ironically,

I'm actually happy now.

Truly happy.
But stressed as hell!

All these little things can really sum up to my stress pile.

Go ryn. I hope i can do-it-all.

Buhsbyes.

I'll spend forever wondering if you know

#I was enchanted to meet you#

Good afternoon world. Been tuning my guitar since last night, and well, i suck at tuning :)
I've just gotta wait till Monday when Tong Chun can help me with it. I'm so excited to start playing it but it's just all out of tune! ):

Anyways, I HAD MUFFIN FOR BREAKFAST! Haha .__. And i just hit my hip bone against the wall and it hurts alot . It is so gonna bruise like crazy.

Nothing much, bye :)

Pointless Worries

Boom, Badoom, Boom, Badoom , Bass.
He got that super bass

Heylo peeps.
As i said in my previous post, that i'm had a performance on Wednesday for Teacher's day. Well apparently, my paranoia was for nothing :)
Well not exactly, it went fineeee. At least i din't trip and die or start hiccuping when i'm singing :D
So i guess that's good?

Anyways, one thing after another.
There's always something else when SOMETHING ends.
And yes! There is something! :D
I joined the photography AND short film competition! :DD
mychallenge.my
It's 'peringkat sekolah', i'm fighting among schools.
Each school only 5 entries. Among this 5, 1 will be selected to the semi-finals and i'm just hoping i can AT LEAST get to the semi-finals, i'd go crazy with happiness. Buuuuuut, luck is never on my side, so i'm just hoping my skills are enough to bring me to the semi-finals!
And for short film, i'm just blurrrr. Swee lyn will direct it so i'm just gonna go along with it. Hahahahah.

I'm sooo busy lately idk whyyy.
And with my gastric attack back, it just made everything worst =__=
SweeLyn in coming over tomoro cause she's BORED so we're just gonna walk to somewhere and do...something i guess? Aaron will be coming along. YAWNN.
Then on Sunday (day after tomorrow) , Aaron, Kim, Bernice, Sweelyn and whoever else idk will be coming over and we'll be having a movie marathon.
GOSH.
And this is all happening in the morning!
My weekend sleep-ins )))): nuuuu.

Oh well. I'm starting my exercises again!
Mid-term took my fitness away ))):
They say u can't balance social life, health and education all at once.
But i'm trying to =...= And it's causing me my sleeping time and giving me stress. Especially my social life.
Social life = Stress
Social life = Pressure
Social life = Worries
Social life = Emotional breakdown

Yes. U are causing me all these but you just don't see it.

ANYWAYS,
bye.

Back from the dead.

i've managed to dug my way out of my grave!
So, Here I Am.

HIIII.
Mid terms are finally over and school has started again. It's so depressing. But somehow, it seems like A LOT of people missed school and was excited to start school again. Sigh.
Anyways! the whole point of this post was to tell u that i'm in this performance thing for teacher's day TOMORROW and i'm going to be singing. Like whaaaaaaat ?
hahaha :) Yes, it's confirmed. It's really scary. I'm going to be doing Born this Way by the well-known LADY GAGA with Sophia, Tiara and Aaron. And also Hero by the legendary Mariah Carey with Dyla, Sophia and Tiara :)
I've spent the last few days being paranoid having every way possible to screw up playing in my mind. And since no one really cares, i'm pouring my heart out here.
WHAT DA EFFFF. My throat is sore and i'm TERRIFIED! Of screwing up.
I just hope i won't embarrass myself and end up getting bullied :\ Oh Buddha help me!
Oh and i've got almost all my exam results and they're notttt quite good but..ngeh, it's alright :)
Just like every other exams, i'll just tell myself : 'I'll do better next time :)'
Oh gawsh. Time for tuition. Don't 14 year olds get a breakk? Hahah bye! It was nice updating my blog againnnnn. :D

Wow, my blog has been really dead its starting to rot.

LALALALLA HAHAHA I HAVE NTH TO SAY kthxbye.

Life is unpredictable.

Like my title, love is unpredictable too.

Our feelings go crazy.

Makes u do stupid things.

Ta-daaaaa

Life gives me crap and awesomeness.

GAHAHAH I LOVE LIFE RIGHT NAO.

Hey baby babehhh :))

School life is alright.
I laugh alot now and then :)
Sometimes it feels like i'm forcing a laugh.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH. I have a gay laugh.

If u don't smile,
people think u're upset.
Then they ask questions.
Then u feel like slapping them.
When u do, they sue u.
Then u kill them.
U end up in jail.
Marry an ex con.
Have an evil baby.
Baby kills u when they grow up.
You'll rot in hell.
So to prevent these from happening, SMILE :)

Hmmm.
Sometimes i feel really alone..
Well most of the time xD

I don't know what i'm suppose to feel now.
Did i screw up again?
I hate myself.

GAH I MISS CIKGU AMILA
She awesome.
Kbai.