Monday, 17 January 2011

Waiting outside the lines

I'm so tired of living.
Sometimes, i just want to close my eyes,
drift to sleep,
and never wake up...
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I think its kinda unfair. I can still say ''OH I'M TIRED OF LIVING''
But for those who don't even get the chance to choose,
between life and death..
I'm lucky to be able to choose.
To live.
Or die.
U probably don't understand what i mean.
I sometime have a hard time
expressing my feelings in words.
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Xian , Me, May, Jia Hui, Evan,
Hau, Wuan Yett
threw Jamie a suprise birthday party.
It was amazing.
Despite having 3 of the balloons popped
before jian mae even got the chance to see it,
and having the 7Up dropped on the road
twice, it was a beautiful success.
Its not something u'd call perfect,
but we tried our best to make it work
in just 2 days sooo yeah :))
<3>
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My relative passed away yesterday.
I wonder how she felt.
Her last moment living.
What was it like.
Was it painful for her?
She had lived a wonderful life
being a amazing women in every of our lives.
She was such a loveable women.
Strong and always smiling
Regardless of the fact that she is fighting
THREE cancers, she never failed to put on her
dazzling smile.
May she go someplace better :)
Like Heaven.
She deserves it.
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U'll never enjoy ur life..
Living inside a box..
You're so afraid of taking chances..
How u gonna reach the top?
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xx

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